I've not been on this thing in forever. I don't even know if there is anyone out there to read it. But all I know is...I don't use a journal anymore, and I want to write what is in my heart and what is on my mind.
I've had a lot of changes over the past couple months, some very good...some not so good. I am growing into a different person and need to grow and become myself again.
One thing about me is, I LOVE LIFE. You only live once, and yes people make mistakes. But there is someone above us that took care of that and made sure we could still get to those pearly gates. I'm learning to love even the smallest things in life. When someone in the line of a grocery store says "I wish I was has happy as you" you seem to find out that there is something going right in your life.
I have deleted a lot from my past sadly, but will learn to grow because of it. I have the most amazing family that is getting me through a hard time, and friends that I wouldn't trade for the world. Everyone of them make me happy and help me see what life has to offer.
So here I go world...setting out on a new adventure...hope you can handle it, because I'm barefoot and running free, ready to live my life to the fullest that it can be lived for. I want to discover God in ways that I've never discovered him. I want to travel. I want to cook things I never thought I'd be able to cook. I want to go to concerts that I never would spend the money on. I want excel in my company and do great things to show my peers and managers what I can do. I want to experience life at a different level with the people in my life by my side.
here i come...